I’ve been in a really vulnerable state these last few weeks. I’m emotional, and upset, and unstable. I’m unsure of how to handle all of this. In a place like this I want to shout all of my feelings and talk about things that don’t matter, I stress over little things and find less joy in everything. It’s so disappointing.
I also just want to talk to him about everything and feel more comfort with the end.
I want to tell him I love him and want to try being together, but I feel like I only feel this way because of everything else that’s happening. I don’t want to be so brash.